injured again :c

blog dated: Nov 28, '07 7:30 AM

woah! i hate it when it happens. i sprained my ankle again last Nov 7. it was really red and swollen. it was painful. i called in sick from work for almost 3 weeks. now, i still can't walk normally, the swelling subsided but it is still a lil achy and a bit violet but i already got back to work last monday. i have no choice. i cannot be absent anymore because i already finished my sick leave allocation and i won't be getting any pay anymore if i still take a leave. i really feel bad about this because it happened twice already. actually, this happened to me like a lotta times already back in college. i am really prone to this kind of accident. but the last one and this one was the worst of 'em all...and i really hate it. i feel bad that i can't move. i can't do household chores because i need to just sit down and rest. i hate it that i can't take care of my baby. i feel bad that my family seem to not worry about me when Agnes told them about my condition. i feel that i am not important. but when i look at Agnes, i feel very lucky despite my sentiments to my family. i feel lucky for having her as my wife, my partner, my baby. she's very patient and in fact, very good in taking care of me. she looks after me all the time. even if she's tired already, she's always there for me...to keep me company, to feed me, to cheer me up...and to love me...she's always there...and i wouldn't know what to do if she'll be gone. i don't want that to happen. i owe her a lot. so i swear to myself that once i get to be well, i will give back all the things that she did for me. i will take care of her. i will look after her. i will protect her. i will be her knight in shining armour...and i will love her. she's my life.

thank you mahal ko for everything. i love you with all of me.